Hello my dear Patrons.
First I want to thank each of you.
Thank you for you support during all these years.
Thank you for your love, your friendship, your interest,
I couldn't achieve what I achieved, I wouldn't be who I am now without you.
But today I'm here to say goodbye to you.
Indeed.
I'm stopping cosplay.
Why you ask ?
Because today we entered a new world. A world where I don't fit. A world which is not my world....
Hello there !
Longest moving ever !
But...I feel happy! The atmosphere feels really good. Even Pitchoune got at ease in less than 2 hours !!!
I'm looking forward to my new life here. 🥰
Now I need to heal. Next step will be a fibroscopy because my stomach is a torture and it's doesn't get better with the antacids and a very restrictive diet. I lost 3 kg again. It was not easy moving with that pain. At least now it's done !
I believe I need sometime to ...
Hello my dear Patrons.
How are you doing ?
I finally moved home. My new flat is smaller than the first one ( first picture is the old one) but I have a balcony so it's better ! There is a sewer problem in my flat though and let me tell you that that smell is something. Puah! 🥴.
Since the building is brand new , the manufacturer will be contacted and I hope they'll solve the problem soon.
I have so much stuff to move. Two friends came to help me and...
Hello my dear Patrons.
Just posting these photos before going on a hiatus during my moving. I didn't get many good pictures. Most of them turned blurry and since I'm not in my best shape I...
She feels a bit better cause they have given her cortisone. And she's gonna be taking it for about 3 weeks. I hope I'll find a good diet that don't make her inflammation flare up in the future. She'll have another blood test and ultrasound in a couple weeks and then maybe the biopsy to confirm or not crohn disease.
I feel like she's absorbed my pain for so long that it made her ill . Because at the moment I'm in the same state. I've been barely eating for days because of the pain in m...
I hope you don't mind I post about her. I went to see her at the clinic. They will keep her for a couple days since she can't eat and she will have to have a biopsy done. Her stomach is full of water and the blood tests and ultrasounds show inflammatory levels that could mean Crohn disease....
It's like she absorbed so much of my tummy pain for 5 years than she is now ill too...
I pray that it's not Crohn and just a temporary flare up .
At least they gave her the prettiest...
I thought Pitchoune was finally getting better after 15 days of being sick but it's not the case. Today she's been hospitalized. She doesn't eat anymore, she's got fever , she is being dehydrated , She'll have several tests today and tomorrow.
Please could you send her prayers so she can heal quickly ? Thank you.
I'm in tears. I love her so much. She's one of the reasons I still get up in the morning. I wish I could take all her pain.
I'll keep you up to date.
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Hello there. It's just a post to let you know about my situation at the moment .
Poor Pitchoune has been sick for 2 weeks now . It looks like an intestinal infection ( she's copying me 🤔) She started a course of antibiotics 3 days ago and yesterday she really didn't look good but today she seems better. What a relief !
I'm very very tired after that last photoshoot. My body is aching a lot with dizziness and fever but this was to be expected. So I'm going very slow with ever...
And I need your opinion. Which version do you prefer?
-without lightning,
-with lightning around the character ,
-with lightning around the character and lightning on the katana?
Thank you for letting me know
Edit : I added 3 slightly different versions with stronger contrasts and colors. I'm still looking for the right ambiance. I guess I like theses versions more.
Regarding my question, it looks like the answer depends of your personal tastes so...
Hello my dear Patrons.
I wish I could tell you I've finally achieved that first Zenitsu photoshoot but I didn't.
I just could do a quick make-up test on a day my body was strong enough to stay a couple hours in function... I didn't even have the energy to put the kimono right . It's so not like me to leave things half-done but I would have nothing to show you otherwise .
I've been dealing with so much pain everyday that I don't know when I'll be able to install my bac...
Before /after.
As you can see, It's ready for Zenitsu season 2 costume :).
I'm just doing a small post to show the process of styling my Zenitsu Wig.
I don't know when I'll be okay enough to make the shoot. My health hasn't been great lately. All the progress I made in 2019 are gone. I'm back to how I was in 2017-2018..
And If you follow my Instagram you know that my doctor has been suspended because he doesn't want to be injected ( he...
I wanted to show you the progress and the clothing I found for my Zenitsu cosplay But I'm feeling way to weak to wear them . So I did this video from my bed instead.
Some people might think I'm nuts and lost it regarding electromagnetic radiations but I can tell you my body doesn't lie to me. I have hypersensitivity to almost everything. And I can tell you it is no fun. Being disabled is not fun.
I 100% would prefere to be showing you my costumes and photos instead of b...
Hello there !
I can finally share this WIP with you. I was waiting for the poster to be released .
It's a medieval/ fantasy/ roleplaying festival that will take place near my home but as you know, I won't be allowed to go since I'm not a citizen anymore. That's a pity.
It took me quite a long time to finish this because last week I had to go trough some hard times because of my health.
Do you know what chemical sensitivity is ? It's part of my chronic symptom...
Just to let you know I received my Zenitsu wig ( and also a photo so you can notice I'm still alive and still in my old flat ( the new one won't be finished constructing before the next couple months I'm afraid >< )
And the wig fits me better than I thought😆 ( it needs a bit of styling though so I didn't take any picture yet)
So I'm going to make both versions. The normal one and the one when he is disguised as a girl 🤗 (which is his current outfit in the latest...
I hope you are doing okay.
Sorry for the lack of news. Winter isn't the best period of the year for me . And what's happening here in France is not helping at all. I know Italia is not any better and I believe Germany and Austria are in the same black hole but I hope the rest of you are OK.
I've not been having enough courage to think about a photoshoot this month I'm sorry. Too much pain.
Like it happened in January 2020, once again it's my fault: I know it's a tough ...
Hello my dear Patrons.
First, I wish you a year full of courage and love.
❣❣❣💪💪
( People who know what I'm referring to will understand the "courageous" part .
I don't know what will happen of people like me in the near future seeing how it's going on in France.😥)
That is why I need to keep holding on and keeping sharing my work with you !. 😤
It's one of the only place I can still share some light and love.
But I won't lie to...
Hello my dear patrons. I hope you had a beautiful Christmas .
I'm just a couple days late but I did my best I promise !
December had started so badly with my health that I didn't think I would be able to make a photoshoot. But since I improved during my stay by the ocean, I decided to give it a a try as long as I might feel good enough, because I don't know how much time it will last ( and It has already been going downward since...
Hello my dear patrons. No cosplay for December sorry. :/
I hope you'll forgive me. I'm sharing this with you instead.
For Christmas, my family and I ( my mom and my brother), decided to go spend a week on the seashore.
Since I had been stuck in bed for nearly a month I was eager to go. At the risk of being couch ridden, I'd may as well be couch ridden with a nice view.
(Bye the way, The connection is really poor over there though, tha...
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Hello my dear Patrons.
Sorry I'm not bringing good news nor bringing bad ones either. Even less a Christmas photoshoot. I'm just still stuck with that neverending pain .Especially in my gallblader and stomach. It's so painful It's difficult to stay up ... My allergies to painkillers don't make it easier since I can't take anything.
It remind me of that painful flare up I went trough during 2018 . But at that time I was taking morphine , it was the only thing that would stop the pa...
To let you know I'm still alive but staying up is actually very difficult.
But as you can see I'm not alone. ( God I look like when I was 14 on this picture XD. No makeup , no hair style , baggy clothes . I just lack the freckles 😅
Let's hope I'll be back on my feet in time to make that Christmas photoshoot.
Take care my dear Patrons.
She always staying by my side 🥰
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Fantastic ! Fabulous ! I could do it in time this year !! Yipieee!!!! 😀😀😀
So ! This photoshoot is a bit different from what you are used to see. First because I'm brunette and it's not the color that fits me best and secondly because I did not try to look cute but very afraid !
The lights were also fun to make. it's not my usual type of lights (I usually use flat straight lights to smooth the lines and skin bumps and hollows, but not this time and hon...
Hello my dear Patrons.
I hope you are doing fine.
As for myself, I'm still taking antibiotics; I'm being exhausted but it seems it's working well on the infection ! Still a few days to go. /o/
I really do hope I'll be able to take that bloody Halloween shoot before Halloween is over 😅😅.
Here are the pics of the photoshoot we did with my friend Sam. I miss her a lot since I don't have any friend here and I can't take the train anymore and I don't ha...
But as of today , my body won't allow me to do the photoshoot ..
Besides my usual chronic pain and everything, I've been having a skin infection for more than 10 days and it's not getting better despite treating it first with natural treatments ( did not suffice) and then an antibiotic cream( and it is still not cured ). I've been having a slight fever for 4 days also and I'm exhausted so I'm trying to get back to my doctor to see what I can do. But the phone lines are so crowded that ...
Hey hey there !
I hope you are doing fine ! At least better than I am lately (not too difficult I believe).
I'm actuallly ( slowly) working on the photoshoot we did with my friend Sam while she was spending some times at my home and I went back trough my old files to find my old pictures of my first Momiji Cosplay.
I've been watching the new 2019 version of fruits Basket and it's nice to see my favorites characters being back. Like Momiji^^.
Sam asked me to accompany...
hello my friends !
Here is the last part of my Bulma photo shoot. There are a lot of pictures on witch ones I wasn't smiling. Well it was because I wasn't feeling too good and at the end of the shoot smiling was really too difficult ( I believe you can see the struggle on the last pic ^^,,)
Next photoshoot I post will have more smiles :3333
Oh! And I also found a photoshoot idea for Halloween with a costume I've been keeping in my wardrobe for y...
Hello my dear patrons.
You may have guessed it but I've been needing several days to recover from my holidays ! ^^,,, The outside world being really ugly in France lately , at least I don't miss it (except the beach/ ocean of course :3 )
In any case, I've been feeling a bit better since yesterday afternoon but not to the extent of going back on vacations with friends straight away or doing a new photoshoot XD.
So here are some more pics of my latest Bulma ...
